Justin

No one will ever understand the love i have for him. People always question why i love him so much. To tell you the truth i really dont know why i love him so much. Maybe it's because he's always been so sincere with me. He's never tried to be anything but himself. In my eyes, he's perfect and I know he'll always be there for me. On my darkest days i know i could call him up and he'll do his best to cheer me up. He may not always do any cheering but just him trying his hardest makes me feel better.
Justin is THAT guy.
The reason for me getting to this subject is he tagged me in a post today....on Facebook. It was a post of a song "He wants It All". I would think nothing of it but he never does things like this. We almost barely talk nowadays. I dont mind that though. He'll always be in my life. It's just that this song.... It has me thinking. you know, about the meaning.
I think he's secretly sending me a message. to get my life right but who knows I could just be thinking to deeply into this. It could have just been a spur of the moment type of this.
Ya'll just dont know how this young man makes me feel. He makes me want to be this better me. He makes me want to accomplish so much just i can make him proud of me.
I love him so much for just being there and never passing judgement over me. For always being his true self....even though i know he's scared to death about what life and god has in store for him.
And you know I wasnt even planning to write about this tonight. I had a whole other topic to ramble on about. But on my way home I day dreamed anout him. (like i do every other guy I've had feelings for).....and then as soon as i get on Facebook BOOOM, there it is. This post of a song with some people tagged in it and me the last one tagged. idk....i think god wanted to me to see that.
I dont know. I think God just wants Justin in my life. And you know...I'm glad cause Justin is one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
Justin if you ever get around to reading this... ILY. =)