Me.

How do I make myself feel better? I long for a companion but there seems to be no one who wants me. At least not in the way that I'm looking. I want to be loved and to love. I want a bestfriend, a real one. I want to be able to share all my secrets with them and more. I just need someone. 

I'm so stressed. It would be nice if I had someone to hold me every night. Someone whose arms I could cry in. Someone I can trust with my last breath. Someone to grow old with. Someone to plant seeds of love with. 

I need someone to catch me when I fall. It sucks having no one. No one who truly gives a shit. 

That's life, right? Well it's not the life I want.