Help.

I don't want to feel anymore. 

I don't want my eyes to continue to water at the thought of how detached you are. 

I don't want my body to get excited when you text me back or like a picture. 

I don't want my heart to beat only to be shattered by you. 

I just want to pull back and retreat from this confusion. 

I'm too young for you. 

I need to grow more.