Ways

Lately I've been thinking of ways to encourage you. 

I want to give you hope. 

Help get your creative juices flowing. 

Lift your spirit and heal you the way you healed me. 

I want to give you everything you gave me. 

You gave me direction, love, hope, encouragement. 

You lit a fire in my soul that I'll try to spend the rest of my life repaying you for. 

I want to love and care for you in every way possible.

Show you that you are a powerful talented genuine son of God. 

I want this even if we never end up as one. 

Man oh man

I'm up.

 Wishing there could be an us.

 Wishing I could just sit and talk to you. Wishing things weren't so awkward when you and I get in the same room. 

I wish I could just tell you how I feel. 

I want more than sex. I want fireworks. I want weak knees. I want to see you smile. I want to know you in and out. I want to be your backbone. 

I want nothing more to lift your spirit and encourage you just as you have with me. 

Did I imagine the bond we formed? 

How can I help you? 

Is there anything at all I can do?

Talk to me........

Crazy.

I feel crazy right now. The only thing I want to do is talk to you. Hear your voice and tell everything I've been holding in. I never talk to you anymore and I don't want us to grow apart. I haven't been on my best behavior. I just want youuuuuuuuuu. Only you. Every part of you. Well... Eventually. I want to continue to get to know you but I don't want to be bothersome. I feel like I've been bothersome. Should I fall back or tell you how I feel?! 🙄😪😭